Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed

Teddy Geiger - For You I Will [Confidence]

Of all the tools on the surgical tray, sound judgement is the trickiest one to master. And without it, we’re all just toddlers running around with ten blades.

-Grey’s Anatomy

Hey there upper east siders (sorry, I have just always wanted to do that). It looks like No Doubt is going to be performing on the season finale of Gossip Girl on May 11. They are supposedly singing a song called “Stand and Deliver,” originally by a group called Adam and the Ants. And since I was born in the late 80’s, I have no idea what this is. Regardless, I am looking forward to their appearance…Hopefully it won’t be a cheesefest…Wouldn’t a scandal between[the love of my life] Blair Waldorf and Gwen Stefani be amazing? No? Alright then.

As for No Doubt, they are going to go on a summer tour (after 5 years). The tour starts kicks off May  and will end on July 31. I’m definitely going to get in on that action. Tickets go on sale on March 7.

This one only one person can understand.

You think Dorothy, Monica, Laurie, Donavan, and Josh knew that their biggest accomplishment wouldn’t be selling cd’s and making music, but rather, bringing us together so we could become “The Greatest”? “I really don’t think so.”

Shout out to the girl who has been through every adventure with me, since Scene-23.com, my partner in crime, Shanta. Loves ya. You’re my hero. Oh, and we so got this.

My name is Mary Alice Young. When you read this morning’s paper, you may come across an article about the unusual day I had last week. Normally, there’s never anything newsworthy about my life. That all changed last Thursday. Of course everything seemed as normal at first. I made my breakfast for my family. Here we are. Waffles. I performed my chores. I completed my projects. I ran my errands. In truth, I spent the day as I spend every other day - quietly polishing the routine of my life until it gleamed with perfection. That’s why it was so astonishing when I decided to go to my hallway closet to retrieve a revolver that had never been used.

-Desperate Housewives

The thing about new beginnings is that they require something else to end.

-Gossip Girl

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high
You steal my pain away

There’s so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain

Seether & Amy Lee - Broken

But tell me, what happens when it stops?

Britney Spears - Lucky

My parents just bought me something really exciting and all I can think about is how lucky I am. I understand that not everyone is able to have the same things I have in life. No one chooses the life they are born into and I am one of those lucky people who has been given everything they have ever asked for (because of a father who sacrificed so much just so his children could see the life he never did growing up). What’s my point? My point is that I understand the injustices, even if someone’s hard work had a lot to do with it. I understand just how lucky I am. I just want people to know that I’m not like many others that are also  privileged like me. I really do care about people and whenever I do something good for myself, I try to do good by someone else, every single day. I share things because I am excited and happy about them and never because I want to make someone feel bad (and there are a lot of people like that out there). Even if I do make others feel bad, that is never my intention. I don’t think being spoiled makes me a bad person. Being a bad person is what makes you a bad person. I say “thank you” for everything I have by trying to be the best most caring individual I can be. I say “thank you” by trying to be a good person. I say “thank you” by trying to not act like your typical snobbish spoiled brat. I say “trying” because I know I’m not perfect and that I have a lot of work to do.

My mom and dad just bought me a front row ringside ticket to Britney Spears‘ opening show in New Orleans for Tuesday, even though I already have great seats for Thursday’s show. If you’ve been following this blog, then you must know all the things running through my mind, how excited I must be to be able to see one of my favorite artists on the opening night of her brand new tour (!!!!). But what you probably didn’t know until now is…that a part of me also feels guilty.

I need to say one more thing. If you are jealous of me, you shouldn’t be and I wish you wouldn’t be. Jealousy is dangerous. And all I want is just to be happy.

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And they say she’s so lucky
She’s a star
But she cry, cry, cries in the lonely heart
Thinking if there’s nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Britney Spears - Lucky

The first time that we slept with the light on
And the sun’s coming up and we woke up on the floor
Everything that you feel that you can’t describe
Why can’t it be like the first week?

Graham Colton Band - First Week

Oh my life is good
I’ve got more than anyone should
Oh my life is good
And the past is in the past

I’m living in a new day
I’m living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Yeah I can finally be
So don’t feel sorry for me

Ashlee Simpson - Shadow

It makes everything clean again.

-Desperate Housewives

I am desperately waiting for the release of Britney’s latest music video for If You Seek Amy (her third single off of Circus). There are so many leaked pictures and teaser videos, it’s driving me absolutely insane. Something tells me the video is going to be released sometime next week (when Britney officially kicks off her first tour in like 5 years). It’s definitely a smart move to make people anticipate the video AND the tour together. I wish I lived in a world with other crazy Britney fans (crazy fans, not the stalkers…there’s a huge difference) because I feel like no one shares in my level of excitement. Britney Spears is influence. Oh by the way, here’s the single cover for the single. She looks so pretty. Loves it. Loves her. The video is going to be awesome.

Oh and if you don’t know the meaning of this song by now (seriously?), here it is:

If You Seek Amy = F.U.C.K. Me = a clever play on words = brilliant = people need to stop making such a big deal about this not being “appropriate.”

I really love Jennifer Hudson’s new single, “If This Isn’t Love.” I can’t stop listening to it. It’s a very sweet and beautiful ballad. And need I comment on the vocals? Amazing. Check it out if you have a chance!

God sent me an angel from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so

If this isn’t love, see what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, see what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

Jennifer Hudson - If This Isn’t Love

(She’s going to be performing this song on Oprah today. Be excited.)

What you think they all mad at me for?

Beyonce - Upgrade U