I never forgot. Not for one day. I knew I’d find you in the end. It’s our destiny.

-Slumdog Millionaire

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Forget the sad times
Love’s gonna be there for you
You’ll always be someone’s baby

Spice Girls - Goodbye

Alright, so I’m like a season behind on One Tree Hill (mainly because the whole waiting till January for a new season to start threw off my schedule). But I’m hearing that Chad Michael Murray and Hilarie Burton might be leaving the show… Are the creators trying to kill me/the other fans/the show? How can you just let two of your main characters/stars go? What is this, Grey’s Anatomy? Come on now. Don’t do it. Wait… is this a publicity stunt? If so… Well done. And… WTF. Why you gotta mess with me like that?

FYI, it looks like One Tree Hill has been renewed for a 7th season. You totally kicked The O.C.’s ass. Nice. I always had faith in you. As for The O.C., you knew what you were getting yourself into by killing off Marissa Cooper (Mischa Barton). One Tree Hill, you really want to end the series in the gutter? Yes, that’s how strongly I (and millions of others) hate this depature rumor. Don’t do it!

I know you think I’m absolutely ridiculous, but that’s really okay, I don’t mind. This picture is just pieces of all of Britney’s videos throughout her career… What better way to get excited for this tour? I’m obsessed. Yess I am.

I don’t know why I am even writing this because there are no words to describe how excited I am to see Britney Spears (and The Pussycat Dolls) in concert next Thursday. I bought my Toxic VIP tickets on December 2 and have been waiting for this day to come ever since. I can’t believe it’s almost here! As for what “toxic” vip means, it’s basically just some useless perks as well as better seating. I think my sister Zeba and I are going to go again with even better seats when I’m back in NY for spring break (week after next week). I’m still considering going to the opening show on Tuesday night in New Orleans. I’m sorry if you don’t understand my fascination, but I love love love Britney Spears and I AM SO EFFING EXCITED! Buy tickets, check. Memorize all the words, check. Act a fool…I’ll check that one off next Thursday. You should 100% absolutely expect to hear more about Britney before next Thursday. Also, I’m going to post my review and pictures (I actually take good pictures…sometimes) after the show. AHHHH! Britney <3 <3 <3

(This was on the poster my friend made me from the previous post. It was from an advertisement, so I don’t know its source.)

Cool isn’t a fad
Cool isn’t a pretense
Cool isn’t wearing a mask that doesn’t fit
Cool is a label that says you and not everybody else

I want to share a couple of things in my room with you. Just something from me to you. Enjoy.

I really love my Gossip Girl poster. I don’t know what I can say about it…it speaks for itself. Oh and just so you know, this poster used to belong on the side of a bus… I bought it on eBay… Wait, did I really do that? Yes.

This is a collage that one of my best friends (shout out to BFFAB, you know who you are) made for me. If I had to choose a poster to describe myself, this would be it. It is the best present I have ever been given. I don’t think she knows that yet.

Oh shit, it’s me. I thought this was a sexy picture of me, but now that I look at it…no, I’m not about to kill you. Someone needs to shave…but it’s going to be too hard so I’ll save it for when I’m desperate.

Yeah, just some things in my room.

Through the darkest nights
You see the light shine bright
When heroes fall, in love or war
They live forever

Cher - Song For The Lonely

I just really appreciate when people are real and honest. Here’s a quote from Kate Walsh (Grey’s Anatomy and Private Practice) in the March 2009 issue of Redbook:

I second-guess myself all the time. I make a decision and then wonder if I made the wrong choice. Sometimes I come off as confident, but really I am a quivering little wharf rat underneath who is radically insecure and deeply in need of love and understanding.

It’s only your shadow
Level yourself
It’s only your shadow
Nobody else
It’s only your shadow
Filling the room
Arriving too late

It’s only your shadow
It’s only your shadow
Nobody else
It’s only your shadow
Arriving too late
Leaving too soon

Britney Spears - Shadow

Feeling like I’m headed for breakdown
And I don’t know why

But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay a while and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me

I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be
How I used to be

Matchbox Twenty - Unwell

(Added to My Faves.)

I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody’s really seen my million subtleties

Got stains on my T-shirt
And I’m the biggest flirt
Right now I’m solo
But that will be changing eventually

Got bruises on my heart
And sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby just ask me

Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography

(This next part makes me laugh.)

I’m a bad-ass girl in this messed up world
I’m a sexy girl in this crazy world
I’m a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with meee?

Hahaha.

First thing’s first. If you haven’t listened to Taylor Swift’s “Fearless” album, you need to do that immediately. The songs are just amazing (I specifically recommend: White Horse, Breathe, Fearless, You Belong With Me, You’re Not Sorry, Love Story, The Best Day, okay maybe you should just listen to all of it). In other news, Taylor Swift is officially #1 for the 10th non-consecutive week on the Billboard Top 200 albums chart. She is also going to be featured on the March issue of Rolling Stone (see right). She’s also currently touring on her “Fearless” tour. This girl’s doing everything!

Here are a few interesting excerpts from that Rolling Stone interview:

Talking about being rebellion: When you lose someone’s trust, it’s lost, and there are a lot of people out there who are counting on me right now. Rebellion is what you make of it. When you’ve been on a tour bus for two months straight, and then you get in your car and drive wherever you want, that can feel rebellious.

Talking about sex: I feel like whatever you say about whether you do or don’t, it makes people picture you naked. And as much as possible, I’m going to avoid that. It’s self-preservation, really.

After a while, you just want to be with the one that makes you laugh.

-Sex and the City

Don’t wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don’t. In face of what we can lose in a day, in an instant, wonder what the hell it is that make us hold it together.

-Grey’s Anatomy